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It’s not about you. Burkina trip 2012

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It’s not about you. Burkina trip 2012

Well, I’ve chewed on what to write in this post for more than a month now.

I was so blessed to be able to go on a trip to Burkina Faso this summer with Real Impact Missions. It’s an amazing short-term missions organization, and it was a beautiful trip. Part of what made it so fabulous was that it was a great team. 10 of us, from all over the US (literally from Washington to New York and places in between). Our team dynamic was awesome; they were such a willing crew. They rolled with the punches, stayed flexible, and laughed in the hard times. That alone makes for a great 2 weeks, no matter what part of the world you are in…

I’ve mulled over what parts of the trip to share about… But I think I’ll stick with a snapshot of what will remain in my memory for years.

To tell this story, I have to give a bit of background. Back in 1997, as a student at ORU, I regularly participated in the Praying Through the 10/40 Window effort every fall. This particular year, I was praying through the prayer calendar, lifting up the people groups and areas of the world that were unreached with the Gospel, and I felt the Lord speak a word to my heart. A weird word.

‘Fulani’

I had never heard or read this word before, and didn’t know if it was a place, a language, a people group, etc… I had a feeling it was something to do with world missions, since that was what I had been burdened about in prayer at the time I heard it in my heart.

So, since the internet was available at the downstairs computer lab (totally dates me!), I headed downstairs to search for this word and find out what it meant. I discovered it to be a people group in Northern Africa, largely unreached with the Gospel, with many of its people living in war-torn Sudan. Then began my prayer journey for the Fulani people. Many times over the last 15 years, I have prayed for these people to come to know Christ, for doors to be open for the Gospel to be spread among their people in their language. For missionaries to be sent and equipped to love on them and meet their needs. Every time I heard of news of Sudan especially, my heart would be tugged for these people I had never met. I would often worship in Church and they would come to my mind, so I would sing over them, and pray for the Lord to do a great work among this people.

Every few years something would come up where there was a chance to go on a short term trip to North Africa. One of them I considered going on, and pursued it, but the trip itself fell through due to the danger there for missionaries/foreigners.

So, fast forward nearly 15 years! Friends of mine have been serving in Burkina Faso doing children’s ministry, and I’m working for a short term missions organization praying through and planning the trips for the summer. God graciously opened the doors for not only the trip to form, but for me to go! I then asked Joel and Heidi (my friends there) if there were any Fulani people there, and they said YES!

We did many different types of outreach while we were there, but one of my favorites was working with Kate at Kids of Hope. Probably my favorite because these were Fulani boys. Kate runs a ministry to boys who have been put on the street to beg. They are sent off to beg by a Muslim leader who basically pimps them out (not sexually, as far as I know. Just in the sense that he lords over them and makes them go out to beg every day) and tells them to return with a certain quota of money that they return to him.

Kate has been serving these boys for a number of years now, and now has a property in Ouagadougou where they meet and have a safe haven. She feeds them, teaches them about Jesus, and plays games with them. I imagine that a childhood experience was pretty much not available to them if they’ve been sent to the streets to beg, so it was amazing to realize how much ‘play’ is important in her outreach. Let boys be boys as it helps them to be healthy and well adjusted (Don’t I see this in my daily life!).

So, for two days of our 2 week trip, we spent time at Kate’s Kids of Hope. We played with them, laughed with them, shared Christ with them through drama and testimonies, gave them toothbrushes and toothpaste, and sat alongside them while they learned the Gospel message and received food and clothing from Kate and her team.

During one of our ministry times I was able to share with them how the Lord had spoken to me about their beautiful people and how honored I was that He had brought me there. It was not a ‘big’ moment or a fancy moment, but it was so beautiful to see the fulfillment of something the Lord had spoken 15 years earlier. Even still, the moment was not about me. It was about the Lord revealing how he works in the world. He speaks to our hearts. We allow ourselves to be burdened for what burdens His heart. He keeps stirring our hearts for YEARS, not in preparation for a trip or an experience, but for THEIR hearts and lives to be open to hearing and receiving the Gospel. For these boys to be in the right place at the right time in order for them to be positioned not in the property of a pimp begging on the street, but to be in Kate’s loving outreach, hearing the Gospel message of life and hope.

And, another aspect of the beauty of this moment was that as I spoke, it was translated into french, then again into Fulfulde… their heart language. A man there from Switzerland had been working with the Fulani for 11 years and he learned to speak their language/dialect… AND he was there in Ouagadougou, visiting from the village where he had been living during this time, and was able to translate our team’s ministry efforts into their heart language! Who knows if the prayers I lifted up 15 years ago also helped strengthen and equip this man to head out to reach the Fulani!

So, friends, this is not so much a post about Burkina Faso, but more about believing and hanging on to the word/words He has spoken to you. (And if you’ve not heard Him speak in this way, just ask! He will!) It’s about His heart for the people around you- or in this case, the people all the way across the world that need His love. What is amazing though is that through our effort to press into the heart of God, we end up changed and blessed. God allowed me to meet these precious boys, to see some of them accept Christ for the first time, to see their hearts ablaze with new hope and faith in the loving Father God. Truly icing on the cake in my walk with Jesus.

And I am certain that God, who began the good work within you, will continue his work until it is finally finished on the day when Christ Jesus returns.- Philippians 1:6

The Lord heard my prayers and answered them. In Him are rivers of delight…

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Sweet lady I met at church in Ouaga.

How precious is your unfailing love, O God!
All humanity finds shelter
in the shadow of your wings.
You feed them from the abundance of your own house,
letting them drink from your river of delights.
For you are the fountain of life,
the light by which we see.
-Psalm 36:7-9

For from him and through him and for him are all things.
To him be the glory forever! Amen
-Romans 11:36

Again it’s been a silent blog season for me. Sometimes life is so eventful I don’t blog about it, and sometimes life is so uneventful that I don’t blog about it. Now, I try to piece together the last few months into a coherent journal worth typing. It requires that I make sense of my thoughts, my heart, and my story.

The Lord heard my prayers. That is the theme of my summer. His faithfulness rings a beautiful melody through every aspect of this season! :)

  • I’ve longed to go on a short term mission trip again, and God answered my prayer. I went to Burkina Faso to serve alongside dear friends of mine doing children’s ministry! (That’s the next blog post!)
  • I asked the Lord for safety, health and beautiful ministry times on our trip, and He came through in all areas!
  • I have been concerned about leaving my Type 1 Diabetic son with grandparents for days at a time, and they did fabulously managing his bloodsugar while I was in Africa!
  • The ancient air conditioner has worked beautifully all summer!
  • The transmission on my car has been sticking its proverbial tongue out at me, but it’s still working! :)
  • We hosted family for the first (and second) time in our small house! It’s possible! :)
  • When school let out in May, the new building where my T1D kiddo will be was not going to have a full-time nurse. I spent some serious time on my knees, and some significant tears confessing my fear to the Lord. I returned from Africa to find out they’re hiring an LPN! (So now I’m praying for just the right person to fill the job. :) Someone with excellent T1D skills/knowledge but also someone that is a joy for my kiddo and others to be around several times a day!)
  • My younger little man turned 6 and hasn’t had any asthma problems in months!!!
  • And while we still haven’t seen any movement in our adoption, God is still on the throne over that process!  I heard a great podcast from Bill Johnson earlier this week called “The Gift of Hunger”. One of the sub themes in the message for me is that God answers our longing and waiting with more of Himself. Thankfully I’ve been met by Him in that way many times over the last few months. While I still can’t make heads or tails of what is going on in the adoption offices in India, I can trust the Lord with it. *Although I’m still praying fervently for mountains and rocks to be moved so that all of the waiting families can be matched with waiting children!

I sought the Lord, and he answered me;
he delivered me from all my fears.
Those who look to him are radiant;
their faces are never covered with shame.
This poor man called, and the Lord heard him;
he saved him out of all his troubles.
The angel of the Lord encamps around those who fear him,
and he delivers them.
Taste and see that the Lord is good;
blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
-Psalm 34:4-8

My sweet friend Heidi who hosted our team in Burkina. Their ministry is amazing. I’ll post more on it when I get a Burkina post typed up.

Me, chocolate and coffee with Heidi while in Africa. Perfection.

Continue in Joy

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Today marks 1,358 days since we started this adoption. Technically I could have hatched out 4 more babies if I were a baby making machine instead of someone trying to love an orphan. Got an email yesterday saying there has been another snag/delay/issue that is holding things up… There is literally no end in sight.

I’ve often compared this season to a season of infertility. Constantly fielding questions on the process, and people giving suggestions on alternate routes, etc. While having dinner with some friends the other night, one mentioned her time of infertility, and how God used the story of Abraham and Sarah (and Hagar) to speak to her… about how we’re to hang on to the actual word that God has spoken to you over the situation, and to remain in His Promise. In this story, Abraham tried to fulfill God’s promise on his own, instead of being patient to Walk in the Promise. I’m hanging onto the promise/directive He’s given until He gives me another.

So while driving the kids to school this morning, I asked the Lord for a word. For something to hang onto.

He said “Continue in Joy.”

ahhhhhhh…. deep sigh, mingled with tears.

So I came home and began to look up scriptures to help me to do this because obviously it is NOT a natural inclination to endure a 1,358 day wait with joy.

Philippians 1:25 says: Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith…  Barnes Notes on the Bible says the end of this verse means: For the increase of your faith, and the promotion of that joy which is the consequence of faith.

Joy is the consequence of faith.

If this is true, I’m doing something wrong. Most definitely looking at myself too much, and not at Him.

Also- after Paul and the apostles had been persecuted… Acts13:51-52  So they shook the dust off their feet as a warning to them and went to Iconium. And the disciples were filled with joy and with the Holy Spirit.

Matthew 13:44- “The kingdom of heaven is like treasure hidden in a field. When a man found it, he hid it again, and then in his joy went and sold all he had and bought that field.”  (Am I ALL IN?)

As David Platt says in his book Radical, Taking Back Your Faith from the American Dream, “For when we abandon the trinkets of this world and respond to the radical invitation of Jesus, we discover the infinite treasure of knowing and experiencing him.” Am I allowing this experience to help me ‘discover the infinite treasure of knowing and experiencing Him?’

Romans 5:3-5 Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Hanging on to His word and His promise.

Will you look at something for me?

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Hey Bloggie friends,

Just looking for a little edit/advice/extra help on something: I’m building a blog for Real Impact Missions (where I work 2 days a week). I’m nearly done, aside from adding a bit more content and pictures. I would really love if you could take a look at it and tell me what it needs, what you like, what you don’t like… etc.

RIM is a short term missions agency. We plan custom mission trips for churches/groups/schools that may not have a full time missions dept, and then we also do pre-set trips every summer that nearly anyone can join to head overseas for 1 week, 2 weeks or a month. :) The purpose of the blog is for the teams that RIM sends out in the summer. It’s a place for the teammates to connect with one another, for RIM to post articles or information about the ministry, about things that they can be praying for before the trips, etc… AND it’ll be a place where we can post while we’re there, so that parents, friends and supporters can follow the team and pray for needs that arise. I have a few pages set up that ware password protected so that sensitive information can remain just between team members and not internet-wide (so you won’t be able to check those out).

I’m still a bit of a novice to wordpress, so I don’t know all the tricks. :) If you know some cool tricks and have suggestions then fill me in so that I can do it! :)

Oh- and reply here, not on the RIM site. :) Thank you for your tips and hints!

Here’s the web address: www.RealImpactBlog.com

How Long, O Lord? How Long?

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Contentment.
I want to be content.
To desire no more than what I’ve been given, and yet also no less than what He wants for me.

But this week has been so hard. Found out that many of the other families who are waiting alongside us in this adoption were matched with an orphanage this week. But we were not matched yet.

3 years, 6 months, 3 weeks and 1 day waiting for my little girl to come home.

“How long, O Lord? How long?”

Our church does a really wonderful celebration of lent. This last Wednesday night was a time of lament as part of our lenten observance. Our whole family went to the service together, and we prepped the kids a bit in advance about what lament really means and what the service would probably look/feel like. We explained that the Psalms are full of lament. Mostly ‘Why, God?’ type of questions and expressions of pain or disappointment.

The service was led by the pastors and they’d mention a major world issue (famine, war, etc) and we’d pray about it, then read a scripture together about it- then together say “How long, O Lord? How long?” Then after each of these specific issues had been covered, they opened up the prayer time to the people in the church to lift up their specific laments.

My sweet sons sat on the floor with us in the candle-lit sanctuary and lamented with us. I specifically cried out to the Lord about how long this adoption was taking, and that there are so many children in the world without families…

“How long, O Lord? How long?”

Then my sweet 8 year old asked the Lord “Why do I have Type 1 Diabetes?” and I just about broke in half physically with grief.

“How long, O Lord? How long?”

What was so beautiful about this service/concept for every member of our family, was the realization that it’s ok to lament. It’s ok to be upset and ask why. And to know that David lamented many times to God (scattered through the book of Psalms)- and he was known as a man after God’s own heart. But what is even more beautiful is that the Lord draws us back to Himself while we’re broken and in pain, and lets us cry. I didn’t realize until afterwards how much I needed to do that.

And how appropriate that the re-occurring theme in my life this week has been contentment. Realizing through this lament that its ok to be upset, but in the end I can’t stay there or I’ll fall into depression. I have to draw back to Father God and allow Him to breath life back into my sad heart and lead me to a place of contentment again. To desire no more than what I’ve been given, and yet also no less than what He wants for me.

So, yes, I’m praying specifically for all barriers between us and our adopted child/children to fall in Jesus’ name. BUT, I’m also realizing that the Lord of ALL holds this adoption in His hands. His timing reigns supreme.  I’ve done all the spiritual warfare that I know how to do- so it’s all you, Lord.

The wait isn’t over, but things are looking up!

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We are finally officially registered with CARA (adoption registry) in India. Woohoo!!!

So, after MANY months of no movement at all, at least something is happening finally! As of Dec 31, our dossier was officially in India. Now, as of Jan 20th, we’re registered in their online database. I currently have NO CLUE what that actually means for us, but I don’t care! :) I know it means progress and I’m cool with that.

Thanks for all your prayers! Hopeful that we’ll bring Mercy home soon!

Coming up for air

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Well, my time spent blogging the past 3 months has been nil. But man have we been busy around here.

Who knew the whirlwind adventure we would be getting ourselves into when we bought this house at auction!?  (Some of you are probably saying, ‘duh, Sarah!’) Life has been nothing short of nutso! We had house projects (new roof, piers put in on the bad foundation, new windows, new french doors, tiled the bathroom, new hardwood floors, tore old deck out, removed old overgrown bushes, painted every wall, etc…), moving, unpacking, doing stuff for kids/with kids, working a few days a week, leading a small group, helping an old friend once a week through supervised visits with her kids, soccer with one kid and basketball starting up for 2 kids… then it went into Christmas season and you all know what that season is like… My poor family has had like 3 home-cooked meals in 4 months! :) ok- so that’s a slight exaggeration, but not by much!

Well, here’s where we stand right now in life: It’s Dec 31, 2011. We sold our other (predictable, pretty granite countertop, manicured lawn) house Nov 4th. Our new house, ‘Versailles’- or ‘The house of too much caulk and many, many towel bars’ is still a work in progress but we’re fully moved in. Adoption is still where it was last time I checked in…

The last time I blogged was Sept. 1! I can’t believe I’ve not taken time to blog in 4 months! The last time I blogged was requesting prayer during the month of September because things were supposed to get rolling in India on Oct 1… Well, we got an email on Oct 1, saying that they were backlogged 500 families and needed to push back the ‘accepting new dossiers’ date to Dec 31! So- here we are. It’s Dec 31. I’m honestly really cynical about what it means and about how much ‘progress’ will be made in the coming days… But at least it’s finally Dec 31 and at least I’ve been too busy to even have coffee with friends to complain about how slow the adoption is going! ;)

I’m hoping to do a before and after blog about the house one of these days… I’ll go through the messy house and take some pics so you can get an idea…  I’ve missed you all! I’m going to go read the last 4 months of your blog posts now, while my husband and kids put together the new basketball goal in the backyard. :)

Thanks for praying for my little girl to come home!

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